One Proud Fisherman!

Hal's been enjoying the boat so much and has been in it almost every day off except when the river was blown out. They've caught quite a lot of fish but this one was the real beauty:


I love that he's a catch and release fisherman but this one he kept.

**sorry about multiple blog posts today...guess I really missed it, this is the third one today!**

10 Favourite Childhood Movies

I saw this on Alison's Blog and thought it would be a fun one!

My 10 faves are:

GREASE
ET
HERBIE MOVIES
THE SHAGGY DOG
THE WIZARD OF OZ
CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG
The WITCH MOUNTAIN Movies
STARWARS
BENJI
NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET

Back to Blogging...Meal Plan Monday

and going to start with Meal Plan Monday! I really miss blogging and now am going to make time to Blog as I found it's not just a place for others to read but for me to release stuff that I otherwise tend to keep inside.

I'm going to make a concerted effort to check in on other blogs as well, it may not be everyones blog every day but at least once or twice a week.

Onwards and UpWORDS (hopefully lotsa words)!



Pork Souvlaki, rice and greek salad

Grilled chicken, ceasar salad and potatoes

Mushroom, swiss Turkey burger, garden salad and home fries *not deep fried but baked*

Beef kabobs, rice and grilled vegetables

Homemade pizza and hot wings with assorted cold veggies and low fat ranch dip

Spicy Italian turkey sausage and veggie penne, foccacia bread and spinach salad

That's this weeks menu....look forward to seeing everyone elses!!

Yay!!

Hi all,

Haven't been around a whole bunch lately with the new job but wanted to quickly update you on Mom. Her cough has gone and she did not get a call back from the dr. When she had called before they told her if there was something they would be contacting her that week.

We are all so relieved! Thank you so much for your prayers and kind thoughts.

Have a wonderful week!!

No word yet sooo...

do we take a sigh of relief and be thankful or wait on pins and needles about Mom's results? The receptionist told Mom today that she didn't see anything in her chart "YET" WTF is that supposed to mean, how about "Mrs. Spicer, there's nothing back yet but i'll have the doctor do a follow up and we'll call you back."

I tell you sometimes it really pisses me off how nonchalant they can be. You don't tell a woman you that she needs to have xrays to rule out lung cancer and then not follow up.

Frustrated but a staying positive though.

LIFE

Have to say i'm worried!

Mom called last week to say that she went to the Dr's on Friday and he sent her for xrays. She's had a tickly cough now for about two months and it won't go away. He said if a smoker has a cough for longer then a month then it's time for an xray. I know she was trying to be calm about it but with losing Dad to lung cancer I knew it had to be in the back of her mind. We kept the conversation light and talked about numerous things. Needless to say it was bugging me, i'm scared for my Mom and am trying to stay positive. I had a meltdown on Saturday, was folding towels and got a whiff of cigar smoke out of the blue - my Dad smoked cigars. I got freaked out and wondered if it was a sign from him and if so is it a good one? I burst into tears and cried. Cried out of fear of the possibility of losing Mom, of her facing a fight against this disease that had taken so many of our family already. Fear of not measuring up and staying strong for her if this battle indeed faces us.

Last night Mom called to see how the first day at the new job went and we chatted about that for a bit. Then she said she hadn't heard from the Dr. but it was only Friday when the xray was taken. I thought that it was time to be honest with her so I said, "Mom, a part of me is really scared and freaked but am staying positive. I'm here for you and can't imagine how you must be feeling but want you to know that it's okay, it's normal and you don't have to be strong for us.' Her voice caught and she said "I'm a little scared too but am trying not to worry to much until I hear from the Dr. I really think it's just allergies but need to play it safe.

Part of me wonders if two posts ago was some kind of premonition. I hope not, i'm not ready to say good bye to my Mom. We really don't know what it is and heck it could be nothing. However, the realist in me, the girl who's lost her Dad to Cancer can't help but be a little scared.

Staying positive and asking that you can all say a little prayer for Mom.