Thursday, September 17, 2009

god dammit!

I just spent 10 minutes venting and with one hit of a key it was wiped out. Now I'm crying out of pure frustration!!! What this boils down to I guess is needing to start getting selfish for myself. If one of us can do it and think there is nothing wrong with it then perhaps it's my turn.

Gone to bed and fucking mad!!

2 comments:

Tanya said...

Don't you hate that?!!! Losing what you typed out...especially if its quite a bit...AND your other half thinking of themselves most of the time and what they need?!

I hear ya Penny...loud and clear! Usually the only way that I am heard around this house is if I flip out...I hate it, but sometimes that is the only way for me to get my point across!

I hope that you can find some "selfish" time for yourself! Lol! Really though, do whats right for you and what you want to do! You deserve it!

I hope you have a good weekend!

SueakaNana said...

Oh Penny what can I say??? its so maddening.. I have done it on here, but also on F/B and something goes wrong and its not sent grrrrr. and yes I do lurk about and read yours, love it.. Tash has to remind me Mom just cause people read yours doesn't mean they have to write anything down... so I guess... but just wanted to let you know that I have been reading your blogs..how did gibson do today in your lesson?/